"Just touch my hand"

So live has been pretty busy!

Me and Kyle are talking about getting married which is SUPER exciting,

our only issue is money.

I don't make enough money at WHBM so I've been looking for a new job

or at least a second job.

I had two interviews with Hi-Health for a full time position

BUT

no call back....

I had an interview with Desert Schools Credit Union

No call back...

I had four interviews with Gordon's Jewelry

( I had to interview with all their managers)

got a call back but its only a temperay position....

And

I have an interview with Best Buy on Tuesday

hopefully I'll get a call back from them!

Yes i called Hi-Health and Desert Schools and left messages just never heard anything back "/

I honestly have NO idea how couples live!

I mean i don't have many bills and neither does kyle

yet even with him working full time and me either getting a full time job or working two jobs to make it full time i have no clue how we will make enough to live.

We did happen to find an apartment we love!

Its right down the road from where we live now

Its a two bed, two bath, two storey apartment

in the building it has three floors so our first floor would be the buildings second floor

this would have our kitchen, living room and washer/dryer

then our second floor (the buildings third floor) would be the two bedrooms and bathrooms

it has a HUGE walk in closet

comes with all the kitchen utilities, and washer and dryer

they are also offering free water, sewage, and trash

for only $680 a month!

Hopefully it will all work out because after lots and lots and lots and lots of praying

i know kyle is the man I'm meant to be with, he is my true love

I don't know how i lived before he came into my life...

oh well i know if everything is meant to be it will work out

So with us luck!!!

Hope you all have been having a great months



A rollercoaster ride?!

Life seems to be like a roller coaster ride,

Its has its ups and downs

For some reason I've been on a down hill ride.

I keep getting sick, I get the worst cramps in my stomach at night,

I keep throwing up, I get MASSIVE headaches,

no matter how long or how much i sleep I'm always am exhausted,

and I get so upset over the dumbest things.

Ive been to close to 20 doctors, had over 40 different tests done

and guess what?!

No one knows whats wrong.

Its so frustrating!

I'm so sick of being sick,

I'm so over all the tests,

and

I'm so done not knowing whats wrong!

Ok now that my anger has be slapped onto the page I oddly feel a little better :]

On a good note,

Kyle is at drill this weekend!

I hate when he isn't around because I get super bored,

and really lonely

BUT

when he comes home we are always that much closer

and

while he is out there he always tells me how much he misses me,

it helps me know he really does love me :]

ALSO I have a plan for this weekend!

I'm going to deep clean my room,

I mean pull apart my closet,

wash my walls,

clean my carpets,

and

get rid of a whole bunch of stuff!

BECAUSE,

hopefully with in the next year me and kyle want to get married

we have been looking at apartments,

and houses

so we know what we like and where we want to live!

It makes me sooooo excited!

Well that's whats been going on my life since the last time I blogged

My goal:

Blog once a week, since i don't keep a journal my blog is now going to be my journal

Hope you all have a lovely day!

P.S. I am NOT looking forward to Valentines Day, I think its a dumb holiday.